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The Dreams (And Nightmares) Of A Gamer…

I've blogged about having video game themed dreams before, but I don't know that I have ever had as many in one night as I had last night. I don't recall eating anything spicy later in the evening, which is a surefire way for me to induce a wild night of subconscious visions. If anything, I think the dreams were the work of a movie I watched earlier in the evening - Red Lights.

Psychologist Margaret Matheson and her assistant study paranormal activity, which leads them to investigate a world-renowned psychic who has resurfaced years after his toughest critic mysteriously passed away.

The movie had a couple of big names you might recognize - Robert De Niro and Sigourney Weaver. It was kind of a deep and thought provoking movie, and in one scene Robert De Niro's character talks about dreams, and how we often dream several times every night and we don't even know it. I'm not here to talk about the movie though, only that I think it's what caused me to dream or at least dream often and remember them.

The first dream is one that I'm sure many of you have probably had before. You dream you wake up late for work or school. Well, last night or early this morning I dreamed I stayed up way later than I normally do and woke up late. Now, I'm fortunate enough to be in a position where I can pretty much come and go as I please without checking in or out with anybody. I normally get to work early...because that's what I do...I get there between 7:00 and 7:30. I don't think my boss would really say anything if I rolled in at 8:00 or 8:30 but any later than that and he would probably wonder where I was. Well, in my dream I woke up at 10:00 AM. Nobody had called looking for me or to make sure I was alive. I was so mad at myself for sleeping late and wondered how I would explain it away. I couldn't exactly say I stayed up too late playing video games. It's funny because the dream caused me to actually wake up and I was laying there for a few minutes trying to drag my butt out of bed, when I finally realized it was Sunday and I wasn't late for work. I breathed a sigh of relief and went back to bed...just in time for the next dream to start.

The second one wasn't a dream as much as it was me remembering a recent video game event. I mean, I was asleep, because as the scene played out in my mind I was there watching it in person. I can't say too much because I know there are many people who are playing the game and haven't finished it yet. But the game was Halo 4 and the scene was perhaps the most memorable event of the game - almost dreamlike itself. The vivid details and Master Chief rendered in all of his majestic glory. The dream lasted as long as the scene from the game and when it ended, the dream was over. But the dreaming wasn't.

The next dream was really kind of weird. It was set in the game of Minecraft and I was like this omnipotent construction site foreman, capable of floating around the map as I evaluated the progress of various construction projects. I am tackling this rather lofty project of building a castle much like you would find in the Lord of the Rings movies. It's nestled away in the tops of some rather large and craggy mountain peaks with a river, some of it man made and some of it formed naturally, that runs around it. A project of this magnitude has a never ending list of tasks that must be accomplished. The guard towers need excavated and fortified; the field of wheat needs tilled and planted; tunnels connecting the various locations need dug out; a bridge spanning two particular mountain peaks needs built; the river bed needs dredged to make it deeper...and all of that is necessary before construction on the actual castle can begin. So, in the dream I was floating around as if I were assigning tasks to unseen workers or perhaps I was just taking mental notes of what needed to be done. The dream seemed to go on forever before the sun set behind the horizon and the creepers emerged from their hiding places...I entered my personal quarters, climbed into my little red bed, content I could do no more until the following day...

But the following day never came...just more dreams.

This was another short dream, much like the Halo one. As some of you know I am in the early stages of job hunting and of course the thought of working in the video game industry for a big name developer sounds dreamy, right (see what I did there)? Well, that's exactly what happened in this dream. If you know I'm job hunting, you also probably know that I am a huge Valve fanboy and would love nothing more than to be Gabe Newell's personal assistant. Well, that's kind of the nature of this dream. I don't know how Gabe discovered me...maybe I was stalking him or hanging outside the gates to his mansion with a cardboard sign that read "Will Work For Team Fortress 2 Hats"...all I know is he sent me an email, said he was going to take a chance with me, and we'd figure out a job for me after I got to the Valve headquarters and he showed me around. Trust me, this was one of those dreams that you know is a dream while it's happening. I didn't mind though...I enjoyed every minute of it.

This is where things started to get dark and nightmarish. I recently started playing Telltale Games - The Walking Dead. I don't want to say too much because I would like to blog about it more in the future...but let's just say the primary focus of the game, besides surviving the zombie apocalypse, seems to be the difficult choices you have to make that seem to be life and death decisions - somebody will live and somebody will die. The result makes for some very tense and stressful game play. In this particular dream, I was in the Walking Dead...not the comic book or TV adaptation. It was definitely the video game version. Some of the characters like Lee and Clementine were there (I've never read the comics, so I don't know if they're in them) and I had to make some fairly difficult decisions for the safety of the group and for my own wellbeing. I am surprised how emotionally draining the game can be, and this dream was no better. I got myself in a bad spot, and with my chances of survival quickly running out of options, I woke up. And was glad I did. I'd like to think I'm ready for the zombie apocalypse, but having lived through the initial outbreak in a dream, I definitely have some edits to make to my zombie survival plan (which has also inspired another potential blog idea).

Ah, the next one was funny, although it didn't seem like it at the time. Have you ever had a dream where it seems so real while it is happening, but when you wake up and think about it, it is absolutely ridiculous? Well, that was this dream. I played Team Fortress 2 for quite a while last night, and there were a couple of chaps who had me really fired up over their lame style of game play. Well, in my dream...I was with a team of people on a real no kidding version of 2Fort. We must've been playing something like paintball or were using some other non-lethal form of weaponry, because we weren't dying or really worried about shooting the other players. The opposing team was camping our spawn and none of my teammates were able to push free. Well, I remember telling a "heavy" armed with chain gun to spin that bad boy up because I was about to throw some jarate on the opposing team.

Okay, all stop.

Most of you probably don't play Team Fortress 2, so you have no idea what jarate is. Well, I'll tell you, or at least...show you.

Now, in my dream...this was serious business...only, when I threw the jarate and it got several of the bad guys all wet, next thing I know is this giant of a man walks over and he is mad as all get out. He has the jarate dripping off of his face and I can tell he's getting ready to pummel me...I proclaim my status as a peaceful and fun loving medic...which does little to squash his ire. Just when things are about to get physical...the alarm sounds that red just picked up blue's intel...and everybody scrambles to protect their side's interests. Later on, when I woke up and recalled throwing a jar of pee on the opposing team to gain a tactical advantage, I laughed at myself for ever thinking it "felt" real. How does our mind trick us into thinking something so ridiculous feels real? I'll never know...

The final dream of the night was part inspired from a movie and from a game. Earlier in the day, or maybe it was the previous day...the family and I watched the Expendables 2 (great movie by the way). One of the characters is armed with a Barrett sniper rifle, and the movie is fairly accurate with just how powerful the weapon truly is. Shortly thereafter I watched my son play some Black Ops II. I don't know the name of the map, but there is a severely damaged rocket in the center of it.  The map seemed pretty cool. He was totally dominating the round (was the top scorer for his team for the five rounds I watched him play) and it was on this rocket map where he pulled off an unbelievable across the map headshot...with his pistol. I know, I know...that's why so many people hate Black Ops...but it wasn't like that. This sniper was shooting at him and you could hear the rounds plinking next to him. He was strafing left and right while firing the pistol. He would get a hit marker here and there but the pesky sniper was determined to take him out. Well, he emptied a magazine or two and had gotten probably three hit markers and finally on the next hit, it flashed up that he got the kill...a headshot. In my dream, I found myself in a similar predicament...same map...but I was running up the dirt mounds around the rocket...getting shot at by this sniper. I didn't have a pistol though. I had a Barrett. And I didn't need two magazines to take out the sniper. I only needed one well-placed headshot. I ran around the map for a little while longer, but it was almost like I was a character in the Expendables 2. While all this was going on, I knew it was a dream and somewhere in my subconscious state, I had this idea for a side scrolling first person shooter...which doesn't sound plausible when you think about it...but it made sense in my dream. I woke up to jot the idea down in my phone, and who knows...maybe one day I'll blog about it so it will make more sense for you all.

It was then I noticed the alarm clock said 10:00 AM and for a split second I thought I was late for work again, but then I remembered...I didn't work today. Nothing like staying up playing video games, even if it does mean you're going to have some crazy and bizarre dreams. Who knows, maybe when I wake up tomorrow to start a new work week, I'll have an email from Gabe Newell asking me if I want to come work for Valve. Until then, I guess I'll just keep dreaming.

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before." Edgar Allan Poe

 

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    Man, I've had too many game-related dreams to keep track of. Mine tend to be based on my characters in the Elder Scrolls series, although I have had a few Mass Effect ones.

  • I've had some interesting game related dreams. But never anything this vast and... varied. I don't know how you remembered all of these, but please, share what you're taking so we can experience this!

  • Very lucid Saint, I'm surprised at the clarity with which you could recall your dreams. Are you sure you didn't stumble into any wild mushrooms the previous day? lol

  • In fact I had a similar situation. I was going to bed listening to a Coast To Coast Am show and as I was beginning to fall asleep I was dreaming that I was in the world of Day Z and everything that was being said in the Coast to Coast AM show I was saying through the dream as if I was actually in the game of Day Z. I woke up when I realized i was talking about aliens and area 51. When I fell back to sleep I was back in the world of Day Z but having a normal day z conversation in the dream as I would if I was playing Day Z.

  • Stories like these make me wish I remembered my dreams. I've only remembered one that I've ever had, and even then I forgot it a week later or so. A night like this would be fairly entertaining.

  • I haven't remembered a dream in a long time. I always wake up and have a hazy recollection, but between the bedroom and the bathroom, it pretty much all fades away. I should really keep something by the side of my bed to write things down with.

    I can certainly sympathize with the "waking up and feeling like you're late for work" feeling, though. I've woken up an hour past my usual time, thinking my alarm hadn't gone off, and then realized it was Saturday. Whoops!

  • ....You woke up to jot down the idea you had for a side scrolling game in a dream.... I really want to hear that idea now and am going to force you to make that blog.

    As for me and dreaming I can't say I have had anything neat like that in forever. Due to my medicine I haven't had dreams for years, sadly. I remember a few I have had over the years that is the exact same dream and I start to remember it's one of the dreams I have.

    I could totally see you working at Valve or Gameinformer. Maybe one day you will... You should send Gabe an email just for fun. You never know what could happen.

    Fun blog as usual. Keep up the crazy.

    edit: PS I really would think it quite funny seeing you throw your pee on someone....
  • I had three dreams that I can remember last night, and only one of them was slightly video game related. In the first dream I'm running through some woods and these three people are chasing me, they intend to kill me. At one point I do this roll-fall down a hill and grab an M1911 on my way down, I don't shoot yet though. I start to run through this door into a sort of closet/room that is in my house, not sure how it got in the woods. there is a hallway outside the door that the killers are entering, I empty my clip on them and hit all of them several times in vital areas, they didn't even flinch. Not exactly sure, but I think I somehow find out that my twin brother is controlling them and made them invincible. I close the door and try to keep them out, but the door starts to get broken down. I end up hiding behind some bedding with my brother looking for me, I'm pretty sure he was going to kill me if he found me, but my dream ended there.

    In my second dream I am at this homeschool group thing I used to go to years ago. My friends are trying to sneakily drink this bottle of whiskey they found. I am sitting at a picnic table eating my lunch. It's a blueberry jam and peanut butter sandwich, it tastes like blueberry pie.

    In my last dream, the somewhat video game related one, I am trying to by these three games that are on sale on Steam, about $12 for all of them. But then I realize that instead I should get this game that I've been somewhat interested in that is also on sale for about $12, Chivalry: Medieval Warfare. When I wake up I start towards my laptop to go buy it, but I quickly realize it was just a dream.

    I have no doubt that the last dream I had was because the night before I bought three games on sale for about $12, the Half Life 2 episodes, and Left 4 Dead 2. And maybe I should get Chivalry: Medieval Warfare, since it really is on sale for $12.

  • Well done, quite interesting dream sequences indeed.

  • I hate being late in dreams. It always feels so real, but it never is.

  • yeah idt i have to many game related dreams tho ive had quite a few about being late or mostly falling:P

  • tho ive dreamed that i was playing video games and that one was kinda trippy

  • My most memorable game related dream was when I dreamed that I was Link, and for whatever reason Bowser was also there, but you never saw him, only an occasional text box with a laugh would show up.  The best part was when I had to use the sling shot to make a bridge extend and then hundreds of Shy Guys ran across.  I guess in a way it was the ultimate Mario and Legend of Zelda mash up game.

  • Oi what a night that must have been. I've had plenty of dreams, but the most memorable for me is the recurring dream I have of myself as Sora defeating Maleficent. That however gives me a great blog idea. Anyway this is really fun. It is really fun to get an insite as to how your brain works, Saint. However I'll tell you right now that I always wonder about those wierd dreams where you know you are dreaming do to the overwhelming trippiness of the scenery.

  • So last night I went to sleep after writing a news story about Ken Levine confirming that Bioshock: Infinite will not have multiplayer and it definitely informed a dream I had. I was in San Francisco but working at my old employer with special needs adults in a really fancy downtown office (which is completely unrealistic since it's a non-profit that wouldn't be able to afford a downtown office space). But then Nate Wells, the former Art Director from Irrational who now works for Naughty Dog, walked into my office and offered me a job working for ND. I thought this was very strange since I know how difficult their hiring practices can be, but I wasn't going to look a gift horse in the mouth. So I said goodbye to everyone I worked with and left the office on my way to Santa Monica to my new work location. Then the dream ended. However, I've never had as many game-related dreams as you did that night... that sounds crazy. Good blog man!

  • What an awesome string of dreams, though if I had a dream about The Walking Dead, having played it I'd liken it more to a nightmare with just how dark and depressing the game could be with all it's life or death decision making and death around every corner.

  • Wow, that's an amazing night of dreaming. I'm jealous. Very rarely do I have dreams that I remember anymore (I used to when I was younger). I pretty much always play games before I go to bed, but I don't recall ever having vivid game related dreams; they're usually more "reality" based, and they're usually so stupid I crack myself up while I'm sleeping. The last good one I remember I was walking around the woods having a ridiculously moronic conversation with Ricky Gervais. I laughed so hard I woke myself up and my wife was staring at me.

    Oh, and you should definitely read The Walking Dead trades.
  • The timing of this is funny. Just last Thursday, I had a dream about playing Dishonored. Then I woke up disappointed that I hadn't played it yet. Which led to me renting it over the weekend.

    And that's the way it usually goes for me. Instead of dreaming about games I'm currently playing, I usually end up dreaming about what I want to play lol.

  • Craziness!!! I wish I dreamed like that. I don't dream so much as plan. My head thinks about practice and upcoming games. It would be nice to escape into a dream where any thing could happen.

  • My dreams usually are more creative than just from games. At times, I am conscious about my surroundings and that I know it's a dream. But when I don't, it is quite confusing since it feels real, even the pain too.

    I do remember most of my dreams, though. And I do recall Jarate being involved and had a strong smell too that it was making me want to puke.

    I'd share my journal of dreams that I keep under the bed, but I'm afraid it would take quite a lot...

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