Everybody has a family. The humankind was made in such a way that we must be members of our families. However, one sometimes realizes that a good family is extremely hard to own. I know how to certainly say that I grew up with no family. one can ask me “How is that?” I’ll choose to explain to one on my personal life experience.
As I was 1,5 years old my mother and my father left me, not exactly, although they were required to travel to Poland because my dad was a military person for Russian military. My mother and father also took with them my older brother.   They did not take me because I was too little for traveling. My parents left me to be with my grandma. I thought cause of everything my grandma would do for me I had a happy life. But after that as soon as my parents and sister returned I realized that I in reality desired my mother in order to experience her adoration day by day. I would be more content if I had my mom at the moment.
My grandmother one time shared with me after my mom had return I came up to my mom and said “I’m sorry mom, but I love grandmother more than you.” As a consequence it was in truth true. I have on no account been as close with my mommy as I was with my grandmother. I could share whatever thing with my grandma: my fears, my joy, my accomplishments at sport, my good and low grades at elementary school. It was like if after my mom returned from Poland someone said to me, “The lady is your mother. You have to love this woman.”
My family  at all times lived separate lives. We on no account had meal together;we in no way went on holiday all together; we in no way talked with each other in relation to our problems. My father was drinking a great deal. A man came to the house drunk practically every day. We had scandals. So to run away I would go to a store and purchase a few womens jeans, women's jackets, skirts: whatever thing what might aid me escape. My relations was by no means a loving and welcoming family. It was difficult for me at that time to realize that.
At this time I’m an person who grew up. I realize how to make a family. I will by no means abandon my children, even if we would have a incredibly difficult time and everything could rely  on a place of work. I will starve, but the members of my family will never live separate lives. And I recognize who can assist me to own a wonderful family. It is God. With the assistance of the Lord I will on no account be alive with no a family.